PTSD which stands for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, is a condition that I am diagnosed with. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, DID, Anxiety Disorder and Major Depression.
It is my experience that PTSD is the more debilitating condition, even when compared to DID. DID makes my life interesting, PTSD is frankly debilitating.
It was at one time unofficially known as "Shell-Shock" because the first victim's en mass to be diagnosed with the condition, which for years had been debated as a real psychiatric condition, were combat veterans, coming back from their tour of duty in Vietnam.
Child Abuse victims also suffer symptoms of PTSD and this is not generally known by the public who still mostly associate PTSD with combat veterans.
I am currently receiving psychiatric services related to the disorder, but there are a few things that are of a great help to PTSD patients.
One thing that has been learned from the Vietnam Veterans who suffered the disorder, is that actually talking about the events that created the trauma actually is therapeutic and helps the patient, which is contrary to what most people think.
This is one of the reasons that I am here.
Keeping all of the feelings locked up inside and not talking about it is called repression and actually exacerbates the condition
I want to quote something here because I think it is important.
"An accurate reconstruction of the events [that caused the trauma] is absolutely essential to the healing process of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder"
Many people ask me, "Why don't you just forget about it and just move on?" This is why. I still have not achieved this goal of "an accurate reconstruction of the events."
So it is my intention to try and do that here, as well as help other victims to do the same, and a secondary goal is that our stories might jive in a way that eventually the victims may be able to file a class action lawsuit against the government and receive reasonable compensation for the horrendous damages to our mind and spirit. Such as was done by Canadian Citizens who successfully sued The United States Government for proven crimes against innocent unsuspecting Canadian Citizens by The U.S. Central Intelligence Agency Top Secret Project Monarch. I for one would like to help lead the cause for successful litigation in The U.S. on behalf of all Monarch Victims.
And of course, the more facts we learn from victim collaboration; a mosaic of what is actually happening, the more empowered we become to put a permanent stop to it. And prevent the next generation of victims.
I also want to encourage victims to talk about psychic phenomenon. ESP or Psychic Phenomenon, believe it or not, is one of the symptoms of PTSD and I believe is related to the "secret" goals behind Mk-Ultra. I have spoken to many alleged mk-ultra victims and victims of satanic ritual abuse in different SRA support groups that I have been a member of over the years including a group that I own myself.
Often satanic ritual is used to produce trauma in children in addition to sexual assault, and is also used as a means to control the victims as well. Usually when victims refer to "programming" that is what they are talking about
If anyone is unfamiliar with Satanic Ritual Abuse, I would recommend the book "Children of The Devil - Ritual Abuse & Satanic Crime" by Tim Tate; a most excellent introductory book by an author who is a psychiatrist who specializes in Trauma-related disorders and presents in his book compelling evidence of the reality of wide-spread satanic abuse of children.
Here is a link to where you can obtain a copy of the book. It's a real "Eye-Opener"
If you think that you are a survivor of Satanic Ritual Abuse, there are many private Groups that support Survivors and promote healing. however, there is much danger with some of these groups in that it has been my experience and others that these groups often are not what they appear and only appear to promote healing. Some of them actually were created to attract victims and reinforce programming.
If you are looking for a safe group to join that promotes healing through the belief that survivors are uniquely qualified to help the healing of other survivors, then please consider SOSRA (Survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse) on Yahoo Groups.
This is a private group for survivors only, and everything that is discussed there remains private and confidential. We promote healing though education and positive interaction between SRA Victims.
I have found this 12-step style to healing for survivors to really really work and a support group you can trust is essential to healing.
If you are interested in joining, please go to the following link and submit an application for membership.