This is just a gut feeling, but his story just repeats. you repeat. timeloop?...year after year...Still the wrong place:( this is from 05')...you could have said this yesterday or last year...
Thanks Omega I will check with comp and see what is up.
As for what I posted..... sorry if it came over to strong....if you ever check out the Western and Northern Traditions of Magic you will understand what I am saying....as for the curse it is my own trail I picked up on some years ago.....if I have any luck tracking it down I will let you know....I have no problems with magic, just some with the systems and how others use them....I may be wrong but I do not think that Herne will post again.. he came, he saw, he spoke....their is nothing for him here.... I created my own space so I could have my own freedom of speech without having to always protect myself.....I gave some people over 10yrs of my life....they never noticed...I looked for them everyday I kept a promise.....for all there Love and Light I could not ever get a personal hello(Herne did not even take the extra personal time to talk just to me when he posted)...most times never a reply.....never a birthday greeting....or seasons greeting...just scrutiny of my choice of posting topics....I waisted my love, my time and my life....my hope and maybe tomorrows are all used up....I gave it one last shot the otherday....I broke my own word that I would not ever entre their private space...but a person I knew well posted looking for someone....I waited to see how they would be welcomed and I posted info for them.....it brought Herne here....the person I left the info for was not interested in me....again my mistake for reaching out.....I won't make the mistake again....I know better than they do....I know that people that are friends or even caring act a different way towards each other than they do towards themselves and others....because I have experienced it many times away from them....it was never me or my problem....it's just who they are....and I placed my heart and hope in the wrong place....
wow...forgot about that....Herne was never back...a chapter ended...what I have learned to do now(this time around) is understand I am just an a means to an end.. My foolish mistake was being In Love...I understand now that is not what was wanted, my bad...It won't ever happen again....won't change events but I at least know where I stand with it....I does not matter what path I take...its how I travel to rome...
I was thinking about the research as I reposted. Maybe they just took the Agenda Acrchive because they knew we could write a book. I have always wondered if it was your research into the 18th dynsaty and the discoveries you found were used when the discovery was announced 2 yrs later. I think alot of people who were involved thought so to. At the time it just flowed together so easy because of what we were looking for. It's to bad that alot of the photos of the Tombs are gone. Maybe they figured if they took the research we would speak up because of time stamp. I think that email to you was a heads up. We are still around.
I got your pm...lol..their is so much info...how about we continue Thule with MK, DNA Pineal, RCC and The Curse continue Alchemy and The Encochian is a whole system of its own....I can ask SM to keep working on the FF...we need to get the meta tags up so the search engines can find us...I have to decide if we need to embed the forum still..when its ready I will direct the url...I really appreciate your help...I might continue the Destiny Thread with the Book of Love...don't know if I want to:)...it's interesting how it all came together back then and here we are back at it...just another case...and maybe the email was just a heads up again...don't loose another database....everything for a reason.