Was just reading up on Seidhr Shamanism. It suddenly came to me that ancient religion was magic to them. I am not sure if that is what I was looking for. I am still reading All Ages. The symbolism is wide ranging too. I will try and find a link to European magic from Babylonian magic systems. I was seeing more the astronomy and astrology standing out, but I will try to see how they blend with magic traditions aswell. I have seen the name Plutarch mentioned alot I will see what his system leads to went I finish Ages.
I did not sleep to well. I read the history of Magic last night. Everyone was a Magican, Magi, Magus. God, Gods, Goddess, priest, priestess, Pope, initiate, adept, and Solomon all Magicians. Religion, science, philosophy, the arts, all come from Magic systems. It was not who is my God, or my God is better than your God, it was who had the better Magic System. It was wars over Magic and Mage. The Bible, the Kabbalah, Alchemy are Grimoires. The RCC heresy is over Magic Systems. Christ was a Magi. He died for his Magic system. Popes were Mage and still are. I feel like I am in the Twilight Zone. I will never see the world the same again. There is no such heresy as being a pagen, all religion is. So Does The RCC have the best system?. Is the Pope elected the Best Mage on earth. I see why Christianity was created. They found Christ's system and took it all. They killed and burned the knowledge. Gave the uneducated unknowing world scraps to live off and used the real magic system for themselves. Pagen systems knew what they were doing, and spoke out, so they killed them all with the inquisitions.
Midnight at the oasis Send your camel to bed Shadows paintin' our faces Traces of romance in our heads
Heaven's holdin' a half-moon Shinin' just for us Let's slip off to a sand dune, real soon And kick up a little dust
makes ya mad doesn't it omega
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Mad!
As it slowly started to sink in. my skin started to crawl. then I felt like crying. then all these images of churchs and alters and candles started to change in my understanding. Even Kings and Queens, Pharohs, everyone understood and then the RCC friggen hid it, and killed millions and enslaved billions for it. I think of all those ignorant people saying prayers to the Popes giving them energy without even knowing what they are really doing even to this day. OMFG I am $$%$$#$%$
Now I have to find out what the hell they hid. How many systems there are. Every person is really an island to themselves unless they tap the magic and use the flow. That is what Chirst ment he is the flow. Split a piece of wood I am there, look under a rock I am there Tap Me and use the Flow!
I understand this now. I have been seeing the world as myth and filing it away without understanding it was a magic system.
"There is a Secret God, a Hidden God, who dwells in a spiralling tower fortress and who has guided and overseen our development from time immemorial--and who has remained concealed but very close to us awaiting the "future" time of re-awakening. The time of the re-awakening is near. Already we have heard the distant claps of thunder which signal the coming storm."
"Because the way in which knowledge of this Dark Gothick God is passed from generation to generation contradicts the favored methods of the so-called "major religions" of the world--the religions of the "book"--Judaism, Christianity and Islam--this knowledge and its methods have been forbidden and made increasingly tabu for all of the centuries since the cunning ideological conversion of Europe by Christianity. "
"Among the unknown things which will be produced in the Unmanifest zone, which the profane call "the future," will be the engendering of a new Gothick realm which will be none other than the remanifestation of the elder realm. As yet it lives in a crimson darkness, but in the spiraling tower the Gothick God waits and watches as those who will call his realm forth work their wills upon the world. "
did get a vision of multiple versions of that unmanifested manifestation once it was quite a mess what i wood call dharhma
but i also did see something somewhere else what you may call the flow basicly it is what keeps me calm and centered
am still mad but not angry
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i think i am on overload. i have so many thoughts coming in one after the other trying to make sense of it all. i just entered the twilight zone. i still don't think i am seeing the big picture here. i feel like i stubbling after missing the steps. i know it is right in front of my face in plain sight. i think the most important question is what the hell should i do. what can i do. where to start.
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Omega
I don't know what to say.....I could have told you...but I have been through so many attacks over this reality I did not want to say anything out right on this board....it is in everything I post tho...I traced through the females...want me to start a thread or you can or continue on this one....
Just as all roads now lead to Rome, they all once lead to Avalon...
That is what you are looking for.....the Magic of Avalon
If Herne posts again maybe he will be able to offer some insight. He is Avalon.
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was looking for something on sigma receptors but basicly it is just antoher mask sorry omega if i pushed you into anythaing